some updates... this week finally back to work... work sucks as usual... n i went for interview at Schering-Plough on thursday... i seriously hope to get it.. but i think i might be disappointed.. sad...

fri was out wif gb and ahgong.. lol.. afternoon was so craving for kfc...! so i msg them wanna go out eat kfc ltr? hahaha... think both of them think i so ridiculous.. haha...
But anyway, still met up wif them.. went to lot 1.. and the three of us finished the fortune meal lehz !!! haha.. i think i was super craving for it that i ate alot.. ops..
went to play arcade wif them.. played the basketball thingy.. kaoz.. ppl is throw till hand tired.. i stand till tired.. cos i too short!! got to tip toe... pengz... after which was ktv session... finally !!!! after dont know how mani mths of not singing... jitao super fun... lol... i stil cant believe that i cant reach the girl's part for shan hu hai... i cant believe it !! haha... si gb stil keep replaying the song to gek mi... zhu tou...
i am so in love wif jay's new songs !!! especially the shou ji lang man... or lang man shou ji.. cant rem.. ha
sang all the way till 2 n they send mi home in a cab.. zzzzz... tired!

sat n sunday was spend wif dear... he came over for lunch on sat cos my mama cooking... my fav soup! after which went over his place... cant go anywhere cos he's on mc.. poor thing... tsk tsk..
we cooked spragetti for dinner... actualli is he cook la.. haha.. cos just right hc call mi.. when i finish talking to him.. he also almost done.. muahaha... =x
n i wan to complain!! why the bed so big... pian pian must squeeze mi into a corner until i no place to slp.... so i was dead tired today... lolz... actualli was intending to go east coast cycle... but i am tired to go anywhere.... so just zzzzzzz the whole day.... lol...
went home early... cos got no money to take cab le... super broke... wanted to ask him go walk walk... but in the end decided better not... cos i think he also broke bcos of his v day gift to mi.... seee.... mi n my big mouth... tsk...

to all contact lens user all there........ boycott Renu solution !!! lolz.....

wee wee told mi he saw on the newspaper that out of 22 people whu got eye infection... 21 of them are using renu....

see see see see see see !!! i knew it !!!!
previously when i am using solocare no such problems de... though there's no scientific proof la... but it must be it !!!!!!!

boycott boycott !!!!!....

I am on mc all the way till monday ! wooohooo... but stil.. i cant go out.. so its equal to nothing...

yesterday.. my dear came over n acc mi to my eye check up... i was told gladly by the doc that my eyes are recovering fast.. but yea.. got to face the fact that my eyesight will be affected.. haiz.. serve mi right for being so lazy.. for taking my eyes for granted..

after which both of us da bao kfc home to eat.. n took a short afternoon nap.. tsk.. could realli feel my eyes getting more in need of rest le.. it gets tired realli easily.. totalli sucks..

he woke up n prepare to go wedding dinner.. while i continued to slack at home.. lol..stayed up waiting for him.. had to take his bag down for him cos he going back camp...

today is slping day again.. funni.. i slept so long n yet i stil feel tired.. dear came over to acc mi after his work... took an afternoon nap n went out for dinner...
got scolded by him.. just bcos i asked if i could join him n jr they all at alley bar... kinda shocked cos he jitao scolded mi so fierce... n he was angry bcos i dont know how to take care of myself.. ok i know he meant good.. so i diam diam liao lo..
went ntuc bought things to munch at home... hee... n his rashes came back again... he veri pek cek... i also dont know wat to do.. faints.. so i just diam diam lo.... lol...
haiz... i am ban from going out this whole week.. i cant believe it !!! faintz... diam diam lo... lol

ok.. i think i am quite bored la.. so i decided to write abt something... just a few weeks back.. one of my frenz broke up wif her bf... n the reason being bcos she cant see any future wif tt guy...
I am sure alot of ppl come across this situation.. I myself have been thru this transition stage... I think alot of girls think its kinda cool to say that when u break up with tt guy.. but honestly.. it is so not...
on the contrary.. i think its damn dumb to say tt.... n its veri unfair... ok.. i think i am referring to myself at times.. lol.. yes.. i do admit sometimes i cant see the future with him.. mayb sometimes i feel that he's not gonna be there for me in the future.. i dont know.. realli mayb its just due to me feeling insecure tts all.. but anyway.. i figure it all out... yes its totalli unfair to the other party... bcos ppl do change as time goes by.. so how do u know for sure wats gonna happen in the future? just bcos at present there are somethings that u cant stand abt the other party and u just put him on death sentence.. who knows mayb as the two of you walk down this long journey.. he turns out to be ur prince charming? crapz..

ok.. i m stil quite bored... well.. was talking to charlene just now... and i was telling her... i realli kinda think lucas spoils mi too much le... things he got for mi are always so expensive... the amount of money he spent on mi is way beyond my imagination.. n u know wat.. it totalli make mi damn guilty... bcos i am not the sort of girl whu enjoys ppl pampering mi.. especially spending a large sum of money on mi.. i feel so guilty.. damn.. cant do anything abt it? so much i wanted to spoil him back.. but well.. i m relatively poor in tt sense.. but i guess thats how it is ba? cos if i have the money.. i will pamper him too.. lol..
someone told mi once i am a typical libra... i always have the tendency to give in to others... n when i asked him wat the hell he meant... lol.. he told mi i give in too much... n he has nv seen anyone as understanding as mi...

see tt as a compliment? i kinda think he's being rude..
I mean whu the heck in the world would want to pick up an argument with ur partner anyhow... of cos i will give in if i feel i have nth to lose... its just taking a step back muh.. wats so difficult about that.. n by doing so.. reduces another quarrel... so everyone's happi at the end of the day lo...
cant understand how some ppl think at times..... it doesnt hurt to give in alittle more at times to make the other person happi.. especially when the person's someone dear to your heart right? =)

ok... time for mi to rest my eyes... heee...

a'right gonna update about whats going on 14th of Feb... I have only one thing to say.. I am really so touched by wat my dear planned.. its the first valentine's day i spent with him n truly it was the best valentine's day for me..

The day started with me having a check up with the eye doctor and i was praying so damn hard that i can be discharge.. bcos i know dear planned n spent alot.. all would go to waste if i cant go home..

n yes.. the doc allow me to go home.. god bless him!! =)

went home to take a rest.. he came over my place in the afternoon... n.. i had the first surprise of the day... he got mi one of my fav flowers.. white roses !!.. a dozen of them wrapped in a pretty lavendar paper with a sweet "i love u" heart cushion pinned at the neck of the bouquet..

n tt silly boi got mi to close my eyes while he put on a necklace for mi... i jumped with joy when i saw tt... its citigems !!! my first citigems from him... just cos i once mentioned that i realli love citigems... n its realli pretty.. tts my second surprise.. so sad i cant give him his present.. but i will finish it up quick after my eyes recover.. =)

after which he tuck mi in bed to have a rest before heading for our dinner.. n he fell aslp too.. lol..

guess where he brought mi to?

The night safari !!! hee.. he booked the gourmet express valentine's day dinner... its a 5 course meal on a tram...it takes u round the park..
(actualli i alreadi knew tt he might take mi on this.. cos i saw it on a newspaper or mag.. but dont ask mi how i know.. i just had this instinct.. shhhhh... he doesnt know ha)
but stil its a veri nice experience bcos its the first time both of us tried it.. definitely something kept in my memory forever..
the day ends with a night show... short n nice !

n its home sweet home.. =) i dont know wat to say.. but i think girls out there would think i am veri xin fu... ya.. i realli am.. ^-^ i know he cares alot for mi cos he keeps asking hows my eyes thru out the night n he wants mi to go home to rest as soon as the show ends..

i know i am a veri careless n stupid girl whu always get myself into shits.. got to buck up Miss Khoo ! n i nearly spoilt his valentine's day if i cant discharge.. I realli can be such a kutu at times.. n i have been falling sick like 4 to 5 times in these 2 mths..

up till now i stil cant believe i have him by my side.. its like too good to be true eh.. thanks dear for everything.. =)

I am a happi ger.. yipee ! photos up as soon as i get them from my dear..

ok.. though i seldom say this to him... but Dear.. i realli love u veri much.. =)

booo... I was hospitalized for the past few days... -_-
actualli its all my fault.. cos i didnt take good care of my eyes...

had some serious eye infection n i had to put eye drops every hour.. even when i am aslp... so i am extremely tired... -_-zzzzz

everyday was just slping there cos i just couldnt do anything.. couldnt open my eyes at all.. when it got alittle better i was dying to finish up the present for dear.. but i wasnt allowed to do bcos i couldnt strain my eyes at all.. tsk tsk..

dear dear came over to acc mi on sat n sun.. i knew he was veri veri tired due to work.. but haha he stil came.. n he bought alot alot alot of magazines for mi.. ended up i got scolded by my mom cos she said i wasted his money.. -_-""" oh.. nigel came over on monday to acc although i told him no need... lol.. caught up with each other n we were discussing abt the fhm girls... hahaha.. *thanks =)

got discharge on tuesday as the doc mentioned that my eyes are recovering fast.. but had to put the drops every 3 hour.. kinda no diff.. sad to say.. i cant wear contact lens anymore... n my vision would be affected due to e scar left behind... haiz...

ytd was valentine's day !! of cos i spend it with him... more to update.. need to rest my eyes.. ^-^

whhheeee....

i m boreeddddd.... -_-"""

my dear asked mi ytd if i wanted to go night safari? how cool is tt.. lol.. night safari wor... a place which i have onli visited once... n its like in primary sch.. heee..

well well... i must find new hobbies to keep myself entertained.. if not i will realli miss him alot...

okok.. i am toking nonsense.. but its true ma.. if u got nth to do.. u would think abt stuffs.. n i just happen to always think abt him.. so ta da !..

blahz.. i am rambling stupid things again...
beng they all went zouk tonight... mambo!!!
i am so guai k.. i did not go... i wanna slp.... i need more time to finish it !! arrrghhh.... so little time....

ok... time to retreat into bed.. yea... zzzzz

I have been having serious panda eyes due to lack of slp.... for a couple of weeks or even mths !!!! All thanks to my clever idea...

N i tot it was so easy at first... but its so not.. took mi 4 mths to do it... ya.. i admit i did slack alittle in the 4 mths.. but still.. i must admit its not an easy feat for me...

tonight.. i decided to take a break.. n rest my eyes.. although the thing is not completed.. n i am like a gan chiong spider le... but i wanna zzzz...

went shopping wif charlene today.. lol.. both of us spent a great deal of time at the bra shop... lol.. getting fanatic over a particular bra.. ha! so shitter...

n we met up wif ahgong, gb and kl.. took a short walk around before going home...

I am tired !!!!

Its been awhile since i last updated.. shall do a short update on my cny..

1st day of cny
went to my 2nd aunt place... been a long time since i saw ling... lol.. chatted with her most of the time there.. after which was to my gugu's hse.. did not go due to some stuffs..
went over to lucas' place bai nian.. kind of scary cos his place was crowded with alot of ppl..
played sparklers with him n his cousins..
nothin much too..

2nd day of cny
accompanied him the whole day.. after which we went over to beng's place for steamboat .. lost alot at his place.. close to 70.. tsk..
went off early...

3rd day of cny
accompanied him the whole day too.. supposed to go jason's hse.. but eh.. did not go in the end.. lol.. lazy to explain..
caught the movie "fearless".. not a bad show...

4th day of cny
boring day... at work...
could feel i was getting sick... slept almost the whole day at work..

5th day of cny
went to the doc n got the day off...
n rested at home..
spent the whole day watching tv...

6th day of cny
Its a friday !!! yeay...
met up wif ahgong n gb at jp for dinner...
we went to watch Fun with Dick & Jane.. ha.. gb treated mi..
funni show !! all should go catch it.. lol..

7th day of cny
went to gb's place for steamboat...
met up wif char at bp interchange first.. met up wif gb, ahgong, jason n cp at jp..
supposed to go dbl o wif beng n all but sorriez ppl.. i really wasnt in a good mood..
played with ahgong's ps2.. n some mj session.. shiiter i lost again..
this year isnt a good year to gamble.. lol...

8th day of cny
yap.. today.. i decided to stay at home..
cos i think i am not in the right mood...
i need some time alone.. n i dont feel like seeing anyone.. =)
tata.. thats all.. cny is over soon..